Nor Idyana Eliany binti Alias

i fell in love with you over and over again,

Every time my eyes set on you, i feel like i own the world.

i wish to be your knight in a shiny armor,

so that i can protect you from harm,

i wish to be every air that you use to breath,

so that i can fill up your lungs.

i wish to be your vein,

so that i can carry your blood.

i wish to be everything that you see everyday,

so that i can appear in your dreams every night.

i wish to be the right man for you,

so that i can be the right man for myself.

i wish to see you happy,

even the happiness does not come from me.

i wish to be the man that is able to guide you,

so that you can be better.

i wish to teach you how to see deep into my heart,

so that you know that all i see is you.

i love you,

i love you forever.

cinta itu datang dari hati yang ikhlas,

bila saya sayang awak, saya tak sayangkan awak sebab awak sayangkan saya.

saya sayang awak sebab saya nak sayang awak dan saya tak mengharap2kan apa2 balasan.

sebab saya sayang awak dgn ikhlas.

kalau awak benci saya, tak nak jumpe saya, saya tetap tunggu awak.

bukan sebab saya rasa yakin yang satu hari nanti kita akan tetap bersama kembali,

tetapi sebab saya tahu juah di sudut hati saya,

to love you is the right thing to do.

ily,

you are my one and only sayang.

sometimes i wonder "is what i am doing now is right?"

and i do not know.

but one thing that i am sure,

it's feel right.

i am alright to wait for you for years because it is the right thing to do if u left me.

i want to love you as much as i possibly can,

no matter how painful it gets at times,

because one day when i am gone,

i wont be able to do what i do now.

and i really wish you will remember me,

always and forever,

as you will always be in my memory,

forever and after.

sayang. :)

many may feel like i'm a kid, who yet to discover about the challenges the world has yet to offer.

but i am in love with noridyana eliany. god knows why i love her, she oftenly makes me mad! tiap2 hari nak cari gaduh, nak marah. ada je things yg i tak puas hati with her, but nevertheless all that,

i love her.

i believe love is not the same for everyone. so, when i think about love, i think about my mom, my family, and her. and when we think about our younger day, when there were moments where we felt like unloved by our parents, hated by our siblings. they all don't last.

they are love that we weren't able to see it just yet.

love can be dramatically romantic and drastically hurts. its depend on how u look at it.

ok2, all i want to say.

sayang i love you. and i really want to live with you.

as your presence around me makes me into a much better person.

uh-huh! sorry lama tak update.

ok.. it has been a while since my last update. i will make it short and simple.

i have graduated on 30th may. and i only duduk kat rumah relax for one month and already kene berleter carila keje, do something useful, bla bla bla. look, i'm just about to relax so don't pressure me. at times, i want to go out and lives with my friends. seriously. cut me some slack.

and i am currently obsessed with games! first i play pokemon in my sister laptop. pokemon emerald, fire red, fire evolution and yellow. haha, its kinda fun to see your pokemon evolve.

and then, i'm addicted to psp. i have loads of new game and even converted psx game.

so... yeah, i'm rocking my own world.

every night, i go to masjid. and it is really good going to masjid u know, solat jemaah ni 27 more afdal than pray alone. but.. i don't like to be FORCE! the more u make me want to do it, the less i feel like doing it. i am growing into a man. i have a rebellion mind. just let me be, and i'll do it.

don't force, it is not cool.

i believe i have put on weight. there were days when i can pumping for more than 30 in one go. but yesterday night i tried, barely make 5 push-ups. =.=

i don;t know when we batch 18 gonna get our called but i sure hope it's soon.

faster i work, faster i get the money, faster i can live my own.

may i have your hand baby?

i want to dance with you.

you put the beautiful in life sayang,

i will always remember you and appreciating you,

in any ways that i can find.

Blue skies.

some of us often forgets of the existence of the very important person in our lives.
pain shapes our life, it fills us up with experience so that we won't do to others.
good thing comes with a price, you pay for it but others get the benefits.
it is worth it because as long as you know the person you really love's happiness bring your own happiness..

it matters for some of us to deal with the pain,
but it ain't for the rest.

what i am trying to say, try your best to create a blue sky, even after your death, you will be remembered for what you have done for others.

i am thankful to have your love sayang,
and i am grateful for all you have done,
you may wonder what have you done?
all that you do, brings happiness to me.

aku penat2 balik, ingat aku sengaja ke nak susahkan korang? aku pon tak tau la aku fly pagi esok, aku ingat fly petang. ni da sampai rumah, br kwn text aku fly pagi.

korang fikir psl korang dulu,

dimana aku xleh nak kata apa la klu ko nak berbuat sedemikian.

kalau xnak htr, ckp je. xyah ah buat dgn xrela.

aku boleh la balik sendiri naik ktm ke ape.

cume bile aku susah, korang la yg aku pg nak mintak tolong.

korang busy memikirkan sgt psl korang sampai aku sendiri korangx fikir.

tension la mcm ni. aku x menyesal balik td, sbb aku mmg berniat nak lawat keluarga dyana kejap.

walau pun korang act mcm aku ni xde kat rumah walaupun aku ade.

yesterday i went to Majlis Perbandaran Seremban, there was a beautiful wedding taking place there. i went there with dyana's family, we enjoyed our night, and i met many people and most of them are captains of the airline that i will be working with.

there are many, many wonderful things happen but what i want to say here is, i appreciate the moment i had that night. i appreciate with what i have and i love you, i really do.

to dyana and her family.

i really miss you..

i love them.

i miss you.

i miss spending time with you.

i miss those whom i love so much unconditionally.

i miss home.

i want to grad fast, so that i can spend my time with the people i love.

i miss najihah!

Beautiful island.

syg, ni i on9 pki laptop ck.

ck punye laptop ni gabung ngan desktop.

so agak susah nak upload gambar.

bile i da boleh proper on9, boleh htr pic sumer i upload eh.

i love you.

i want to get married, and of course, i want to marry someone that i really love.

i have that someone, and every time i look at her, i feel happy.

maybe because she has a nice hair, white skin, and cute nose and lips.

maybe because she is beautiful.

i like seeing her with a baby, when she with a baby, she will be like..

"aww akiff, akifff,, muah muah, akiff" i love that!

tak sabar nak dpt anak with her.

i went back for a day, short period but it was worth it.

spent time with family, and her family,

nothing beats that.

i want to grad fast, so that i can be there 24/7.

i gave najihah a turtle teddy bear, she named it dino.

after that, she wrote me a card, jap jap, she made it!

oh and i love that.

i love that she malu2 when she wanted to give it.

haha, kaktie pun pelin tgk jihah ni.

dyra seemed shorter. maybe because she's getting thin, tu yg buat dia nmpk kecik kot.

she's having sore throat, hope she get well soon.

azalia same, becoming taller i think.

kaktie definitely become thinner.

dyana's getting kurus, and her face nmpk mcm makin putih.

maybe because she wore bedak kot, but she looks lovely.

ibu getting a bit dark, a side effect of berkebun everyday, that's good.

healthy activity.

i manage to asked abah a few question about aviation.

haha, saje nk tunjuk yg i study more than dekna. hehehehehe

jaja's well, just passed her exams and this june, she and my mom will go to korea,

holiday.

and i expected to finish by that time, and i will be home to take care of iman and esha during that period.

iman's studies getting bad. abah complained to me that she's not studying enough.

aysha's doing better.

nanti abg balik abg buat tusyen eh, hbs la korang kene cubit2 nnt mcm dulu2.

hahaha, gurau2.

i'll teach soft.

i miss home, i miss her home, i miss everything.

therefore, i cannot wait to grad!

a great day!

life is great if you know how to live it.

anger can be disperse if you know how to deal with it.

love can be blossom if you can accept the differences,

and therefore great knowledge can be obtain so that you can pass it down to the others,

and may you live well in prosperity.

happy anniversary sayang,

noridyana eliany alias

9month, baby da boleh keluar dari perut u da ni tau klu kite da kawen when we first time couple.

i'm looking forward to see life together with you.

i am fucking stress.

hahahahahah!

ingat ko sorang ke syg leh buat?

hahahaha

slow down..

we have it already.

we only need to defend it.

therefore we need to be strong.

we won't fail if we truly have it,

i believe we do.

have love.

you're my falling star,

fallen from distance,

i blink, and i missed it.

i tried looking for it,

but someone else found you.

you are a fork, and i am a spoon.

and he is a knife.

i eat nasi lemak, u eat western.

just because i don't look, does not mean i don't see.

just because i don't hear, does not mean i don't listen,

just because i am silent, does not mean i don't care.

when u touch me, u know.